all by myself dont wanna be all by myself anymore hard to be sure sometimes i feel so insecure and loves so distant and obscure remains the cure
WHEN WILL YOU BE COMING FOR ME
Thursday, July 16, 2009
3:13 AM
I duno hw sae it out. But surely no1 will noe hw i feel nw. Haiz... would it b best tt everytink was the same frm the begginin?? I juz feel totally helpless nw. Its hard 4 me to balance up eveytink in life. Every1 is repeatin the same tink agn n agn. Its so irritatin. Stress frm sch work family my own matters. Cn u tis stress leave me alone. I'm really tired. Livin my everydea life lyk tis. Its nt fun. I really cnt take it any more. I juz duno hw long more cn i take.
ALL BY MYSELF
Thursday, July 9, 2009
1:03 AM
Bac to postin. Todae had phy lesson. mr koh is bac. But is mrs yeo teach lar. She totally change lor in my opinion lar. Her lesson is lyk got abt of laughter. Than she lyk bcome abit of wen rou. Omg... Haiz.. Nth to post liao lar. Promise a person tt i will post 2dae de. So juz come post sometink lar if nt tt person goin 2 sae i shi yan. Hahaha...
ALL BY MYSELF
Friday, July 3, 2009
4:59 AM
Here to blog if nt some1 is going to sae my blog is dead. Hahaha... life is as usual went sch everydae no change. Todae last min cher sae got remidal lesson 4 chem haiz... Sadly I am in 4 it. But 2dae nvr go lar. Bluff cher sae got tuition at 2. Hahs... May I noe when is miss beh comin bac??? I dun wan tt feng 2 teach. So borin lor. Then fenny, theresa n lijun all nt in sch. Haiz... so sad. Then phy is tot by mrs yeo. Omg! She really very borin lor. no tokin in class, no slpin no jokes. She so bhb. Sae she ownselfs frm special stream then frm nanyang gurls. Hu care whr she frm lar. Next week still got her lesson. Haiz... Dun wan post liao lar. BB!
ALL BY MYSELF
Monday, June 29, 2009
1:23 AM
Hahaha... Long tym no go post lazy mah. 2dae sch reopen frm the nt long/short june holidae depends on hw u tink. Nt much lessons starts 2dae cuz some of the chers has change, the H1N1 ting and the torch relay. Drin june holidae also rarely go out. Oni go watch transformers 2, go out shoppin wif lijun n class bbq also mayb haf some other activties which I 4got. Hahahaha.... But I did sometink tt i haf nvr tot i would do is 2 go out n eat wif frienz parents. Cuz I find it rather scary. Dun ask me y cuz I myself also duno y. Hehehe... Haiz sch reopen liao study study study! Hw I wish i contract H1N1 lor. Won't tt make my life more fun?? Hahaha... Feel life is totally borin. we young haf 2 study grow up have 2 work grow old suffer frm sickness then w8 2 die. Then when cn I really put down everytink in life tink of nth n enjoy??? Life is so pathetic...
ALL BY MYSELF
Sunday, May 31, 2009
1:21 AM
Hahaha.... Long no come bac post liao. Ytd reformat com hope my com gets well but don't seems lyk. Haiz... Holidae started. Yeah! Sad tmr takin report slip die liao lar. So many subs fail. Really hopeless. Slack 4 half a year, the next half year really need buck up wif studies if nt next year haf 2 retain. Actually I dun really noe wat cn I do nw lor haiz... Ok lar nth 4 me to post so bb.
ALL BY MYSELF
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
3:43 AM
Ytd nite heard sometink scary. Shan't elaborate wat happen. But I cried 4 tt. I long tym nvr cry 4 anytink except 4 last years maths result. I didn't blieve it tis was the 1st tym I cried 4 a ___ . I told u tt u r important to me its true. I really duno wat my life would b lyk without u. Blieve it anot up to u. I was honoured to b the 1st person to noe wats ur trouble. Thx 4 tellin me although I didn't manage to comfort u. So sry ... Cuz I nt gd in comfortin ppl. I wan u to b happy nt to b sad. It hurts when c u not happy. I may not be able to comfort u but dun hind ur emotion from me. Plz let me b thr for u 4 wat ever it is.
2dae had chi oral. Haiz... Sure fail 4 de lor. 1st is tt the cher is from china than standered muz b very high de. 2nd I saw the cher then duno y i juz feel nervous read the passage the words all jumble up. OMG! Actually noe hw to read de bcome duno hw 2 read. Die liao lar. Haiz... Juz nw rainin then i realise tt in sch dam lots of duno wat flies. Ewwwww... so disgustin. Hahs. Nth much to post. BB
ALL BY MYSELF
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Samanthaliew
First sight of light 121094
Greendale sec
Currently in class 3E3
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